Sin is a sin..no matter how you look at..no sin is good..its a sin..i have learned over the past few weeks some interesting things on this subject..JUST LOVE GOD..wow, doesnt that sound so simple..it is..Love God and Love People..isnt that truly what Christianity is about..i hate that i feel guilty about the things i do or mostly the things i have done..it put a complete mental block on my relationship with God, like i couldnt let go of the guilt and shame associated with my past..but why..God only wants to love me and show me how to love people as He did..why is that Christians everywhere come into a church looking for something different and leave to return to what they hate? why? if you are truly going to rid something in your life, give it to God then why go back? sure you can confess your sins with your tongue and even get it out of your heart and mind, but if you keep doing the same or having the same sin in your life isnt that when you need to look at what the true desires of your heart really are? if you dont want it ..get it out..dont keep doing the same things every week i feel its repetetive…the thing is, thats not what God wants..no matter what you struggle with…porn,pride,slicing and dicing,drinking,the reefer,sex,fear,insecurities,smoking….all of these things God took care of…why is it so hard for people to move on and realize that God only truly wants to Love you, why do these things always have a strong hold on our lives..cuz we let it…i am obviously not perfect, i will only write about my own convictions…why should sin set us back or put a hault in our relationship with Jesus? it doesnt have to be that way….just let it be…just be with Jesus..let him love you so that you can move on and show other people..why cant people let it be emotional for the good reasons, dont get stuck in that place where you cant worship and spend precious time with God, cuz your so worried about the sins that EVERY ONE struggles with…He knows the sin and He still loves you..all He wants is you..give Him just that..imperfections and all..people get so stuck in the mode that chrisitans have to be perfect..they arent..never will be…can we move on yet? no people do this all the time..its so frustrating to see and i have been there myself where in the time of worship your bot worshipping, your sobbing in your own sorrow of self pity for all you have done wrong..get over it..Worship God, that time needs not to be about you or me..Let it be about God..open your hearts and let Him see the things that He does love…why is our world sooooo negative..the worst part is, that sometimes guilt gets so bad that people will literally not even bother to learn the word of God, that guilt and shame alone put walls up so high that people dont even bother to open their Bible, its becoming an obsession at that point..really i have been here too…where it holds my heart in a stand still that i cant open my bible or worship God cuz of it..LET IT GO….He is our ROCK…still there no matter how bad the storm..the rock wont budge..whats really sad is that all these people are missing out on what God is really all about cuz as people we can be so pathetic to make the time we do share with God all about us..i love what this world has come to..and that last sentence was sarcasm…now i am angry so i need to pray for my salvation…..ha ha love yall
