my entire life people have asked me what do you want to do…what are your dreams, your ambitions..the truth is there are so many i have a hard time sorting out which are realistic and which could only be considered fantasy…i would love to own a coffee shop ((this is ridiculous i know))…i actually have blue prints for what i want it to look like, its interior and exterior design, a name and well obviously 5 years worth of coffee knowledge to get it started…i would love to be a marine biologist however i can tell you thats too much schooling for my life. so i will be just content in learning and studying them on my own….a ministry of some sort…photography is a high priority, i would love to have published photographs however the images i like are sometimes odd to other people…i paint, i dont think i am very good, but others seem to like some of my work…i love to write but i suck in english…travel and help people in countries that arent as well off as this one is….i want to be surrounded by people and help them in any way…i love serving homeless people…i would love to non profit or charity work for the rest of my life…there are so many things that i want to do i could sit here for hours and list off all the things…a mom is probably the most important of all of my dreams…..as of right now i dont have some life alterring dream that is going to change or transform into a career for the rest of my life…this is where i have a problem…i want to do a bajillion things but have no career in mind…i just want to be happy, show people my heart and what God has done and what God has to offer people…i love dogs and would love to work with animals….ohhhhhhh yea and i want to learn how to blow glass so i can make my own dishes… i wouldnt mind like a habitat for humanity thing….africa….my heart belongs there for at least a few weeks…brazil…..i dont know there is so much i want to do and accomplish….interior design, home staging…i cant narrow it down to one dream or one area of focus, my list of “things to do before i die” grows more and more and more everyday….so when you ask me i may get my dreams and career confused, however the answer to both is i dont really know…this probably doesnt make sense to anyone…its ok…my mind works in its own way….ha ha ha…my dream for this minute is to be dreaming…so sleepy…night 
::Dreams?:: April 22, 2009
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