I was “diagnosed” with ADHD in 2005..it took me a really really long time to decide to take any medication for this, but i learned this would help me in many different aspects of my life, at the time school and work..i started with a non stimulant ((a stimulant is like smoking week everyday))..i felt comfortable with a non stimulant..i tried 2 different non stimulant pills that literally made me sick to my stomach everyday…so at that point the only other option was a stimulant..so i started taking it..i took it for 3 years..i just stopped taking it in January 2009.. STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS!!!! ha ha
no im not kidding..this drug did something to my life i cant explain..the time went by so fast..lets just say i was a psycho..there was really no time for even the thought of lazy..i literally went non stop for so long..i was slightly more focused than i am now, and little more all there but it did nothing for my life except mess up my emotions and all the relationships i had..there was one point and it lasted a while where the only way you would see me is if we were cleaning something or doing something…i had no time for anything..it made me obsessive compulsive with so many things..i couldnt sleep and i didnt eat…sometimes not for days..which doesnt seem likely cuz i am a very proud thick chick, but really i didnt..i would go get food and unless i ate it right away i didnt even bother..i became dependent on this drug..when the docotors told me that one day i would have to stop taking the pill..i cried..i eventually just stopped taking it..my life changed..i am happy, i laugh a lot..i want to go out and not have a mop or gloves with me..i want to see people and get those people back in my life…so im really excited about the new things that are happening in my life with out the drugs….so for real DRUGS ARE FOR BUGS!!!
