something inside me is about to explode..today when i walked into storm, i was a bit stressed, i was running late, didnt help with anything, literally just walked right into prayer..its ok, im not upset about it or anything..when i left prayer and walked into the sanctuary i wanted to ball my eyes out..i have no idea and this is definetly out of my character to just feel this urge..it was like there was something in my heart that wanted to come out but not for me, like i wanted to curl up in a ball and sob, for someone else..i dont really know how to describe it..i have been having these dreams about weird things too..im not sure whats happening..im not scared just unsure sometimes what they mean..i have something birthing inside my heart..its big, real big..im waiting for a confirmation..i cant wait to blog about it..im ready to move forward, ready for God to do something big..i need this confirmation..for once in my life i just may have direction..BRING IT GOD!!!! wow this is really short…its after 3…PO!!
